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Imprisoned

It all started, one happy day,

So chirpy with joy she moved all day.

She went to her mother, smiled and spoke,

But her’s mother’s response , her heart it broke.

She looked at her mother, trying to recognize the woman she knew,

She reasoned for long, but everything was askew.

What had happened? Through the day she wondered,

Nothing made sense, on and on she pondered.

Her mother was not who she thought she knew,

For her mother became someone and she thought it couldn’t be true.

Just one word of a stranger,

Changed it all.

Her words were not heard,

and her actions seemed all false. 

Since then she’s been watched,

Like a prisoner in a cell.

Her  every movement,

A reason she had to tell.

All she now longed for,

Was some freedom and peace.

A happy life,

And to live with ease.

Her chance finally came,

She moved away.

For a while things were fine,

When history chose to repeat one fine day.

Though away from home.

She’s still imprisoned.

With no voice and words,

In despair she listens.

Her feelings and thoughts,

She’s oppressed and kept.

Helpless and lost,

Every night she wept.

She is in a state,

And her thoughts are of this one.

“I will always regret being her daughter. I just can’t wait to run. “

In her mind forever,

She will remain imprisoned.

She is waiting for that day,

When she can be truly independent.

 

 

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Helpless

I lie on my bed , my head swirling,

With no clarity of what im thinking.

I find myself just staring off into space,

Everything around me seems to fade.

Such strong feelings i ve never felt,

With all these before i ve never dealt.

Confusions im facing now,

What do i want , i wish to know now.

I ‘ve forgotten to smile and cheer,

My face is dull and my voice a sneer.

Unable to be with anyone so close,

If someone talks i shout myself hoarse.

He is the one person with who i wish to be,

But he’s so far , him im craving to see.

Anyone else , i wish to slit their throat,

I want no one in my life no more.

As much as try , im not able to connect,

I’ve lost everyone , so disconnected.

I’ve become quiet and lost myself,

Who truly am i ? I ask myself.

His thoughts is the only thing i want,

His image in my mind it haunts.

I feel as if he s slipping away,

These days to him i have no words to say.

Is this a relationship? or is it dream?

Its definitely not what i think it seems.

Where s all this leading to? Is there an answer,

My life, I’ve made into a perfect disaster.

So helpless i feel , i wish i could change in a spark,

I wish i could just turn back the clock.

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” Treasured Friend(ship)!!! “

You are the friend ill always treasure,

Ours is a friendship that none can measure.

Your confidence in me,

Makes me set my spirit free.

Your openness,

Fills my day with brightness.

Your gorgeous smile,

Makes me forget the world for awhile.

Your way of talking,

I can never get tired of hearing.

Your endless patience with me,

Gives me so much glee.

Your never ending happy mood,

Makes me never want to brood.

Your unlimited care,

Is something with no one i would like to share.

Your generosity,

Has such varsity.

You staying awake the whole night for me.

Makes me feel so special , you see.

You make time during your busy days,

I don’t think i can ever thank you in anyway.

You have such a deep place in my heart,

From you i can never bear to part!

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OH! MY HEART….

Oh! My heart, open your doors,

Let him go to the girl he adores.

Oh! My heart, set him free,

Let him wander on the path he sees.

Oh! My heart , let the empty space be,

Forget him , for he has no space in his heart for thee.

Oh! My heart, let this pain cease,

For his heart does not pay you heed.

Oh! My heart let things be,

He’s set this heart on another you see.

Oh! My heart please open your doors,

Let him go the girl he adores.

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I wish….

I wish….

I wish I could tell you,

How much i love you,

But I have no words to voice,

Not because of fear , but because I have no choice.

You now want another girl,

But not the one who loves you,

You don’t even consider me once,

What am i going to do?

But it’s fate,

We were never meant to be,

My love for you is invisible,’

As you can’t see.

The pain stinging my heart,

I’m ready to break,

But I have no words to voice,

Just because I don’t have a choice.

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For so long….

For so long, your thoughts are haunting me,

For so long, your stealing my heart away,

For so long, your keeping me waiting,

So long now , just to see your face.

For so long, I am holding back,

For so long, I am holding them in,

For so long, I am keeping myself from crying,

So long now , without you I’m dying.

For so long, I am trying to forget,

For so long, I’m filled with regret,

For so long, I’m trying to keep away,

So long now, without you I’m unable to stay.

For so long, I’m watching you,

For so long, your fighting thro’

For so long, your suffering inside,

So long now, not letting your love subside.

For so long, I’m praying for you,

For so long, in pain I’m pulling thro’

For so long, I’m wishing your love should succeed,

So long now , My love for you is a sinful deed.

For so long, I know you have another,

For so long, I’m pulling myself together,

For so long, I’m just suppressing my love,

So long now , you just refuse to leave my heart.

For so long, I’m keeping you with me,

For so long now, we talk only about your girl , u see ,

For so long, I’m supporting you thought it is against me,

So long now , My love for u is stronger , cant u feel?

For so long , I know your never mine,

For so long , I’m happy that your in my life,

For so long , I know your relationship with her is deep,

So long now , I want to forget it all in one sweep.

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Grumble – Haiku #17

An irritation,

Every second there’s frustration,

No one to grumble.

 

P.S : ALSO SEE

 

https://harshikaram.wordpress.com/2011/02/11/faith-haiku-15/

https://harshikaram.wordpress.com/2011/02/13/being-special-haiku-16/

I could not link these as SIS webpage was not opening 😦 Please do read both and comment. Waiting 🙂

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Despair – Haiku #14

A humiliation,

Sunk into the depths of despair,

Now, buried in shame.

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Sonnet #1

A blushing face , a bright smile,

So much happiness , it’s so sublime.

A tear stained face with a quivering lip,

So much sadness , the heart it strips.

Red on the face , shaking head to toe,

Ablaze like fire , anger out of control.

A feeling so heavenly , it takes you to another world,

You lose yourself in it’s midst , it’s love an unconditional twist.

A guilty feeling welling up , unable to control you spill it out,

A confession made it feels so good , a sigh of relief after a long time you took.

Too many  desires , craving and wants ,

So much temptation, one can never be warned.

A bubbling spirit , a jumpy mood,

Seen in the atmosphere this excitement so true!

 

 

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INSECURITY :( [Thursday poetry rally week 30]

 

 

Everyday in some part of our lives,

Insecurity is faced day and night.

A boy giving the eye arouses insecurity,

We hurry away without any delay.

A crowded bus arouses insecurity,

By a stranger’s touch or a sudden hiss.

A few accidents arouses insecurity,

Our confidence we doubt for our chances of safety.

A step into a new place arouses insecurity,

Flashing random thoughts thro’ your mind.

Many people into your relationship arouses insecurity,

Breaking the trust and faith of your life partner to be.

Your first step outside home arouses insecurity,

Of what new experiences the world might bring.

There’s so much insecurity spread around us,

To overcome it will be a lot of fuss.

Insecurity in our lives is such a miserable mess,

It takes a long time to go no matter how hard the “MOVE ON” button we press.

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