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Imprisoned

It all started, one happy day,

So chirpy with joy she moved all day.

She went to her mother, smiled and spoke,

But her’s mother’s response , her heart it broke.

She looked at her mother, trying to recognize the woman she knew,

She reasoned for long, but everything was askew.

What had happened? Through the day she wondered,

Nothing made sense, on and on she pondered.

Her mother was not who she thought she knew,

For her mother became someone and she thought it couldn’t be true.

Just one word of a stranger,

Changed it all.

Her words were not heard,

and her actions seemed all false. 

Since then she’s been watched,

Like a prisoner in a cell.

Her  every movement,

A reason she had to tell.

All she now longed for,

Was some freedom and peace.

A happy life,

And to live with ease.

Her chance finally came,

She moved away.

For a while things were fine,

When history chose to repeat one fine day.

Though away from home.

She’s still imprisoned.

With no voice and words,

In despair she listens.

Her feelings and thoughts,

She’s oppressed and kept.

Helpless and lost,

Every night she wept.

She is in a state,

And her thoughts are of this one.

“I will always regret being her daughter. I just can’t wait to run. “

In her mind forever,

She will remain imprisoned.

She is waiting for that day,

When she can be truly independent.

 

 

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Suspicion

In so many years,

I’ve never faced.

Such humiliation,

It put me in a daze.

I can never forgive you,

You’ve fallen in my eyes.

How can you believe another?

There is no point , I try not to cry.

My anger is ready to erupt,

Im uncontrollably hitting out.

You thought i was so corruput,

You refused to hear me out.

I can never forgive you,

You’ve fallen in my eyes.

How can u believe another?

There is no point , I try not to cry.

From now on I really don’t care,

No one can enter my life’s lair.

None of this more i’ll bear,

Other than myself ; about none other i care.

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Insanity…

I’m going crazy with the passing days,
I’ve sunk into the depths of insanity.
My heart is burning like fire, making me writhe with pain,
A flame of anger is growing in my body,
It’s making me lost my head!
I’m on the verge of destroying my surroundings, including myself…
I’m ready to smash things to pieces,
Just ready to start a fire.
I want to see the destruction with my eyes…
See everything going to ashes!
I want to laugh without a reason,
I want to tear my books apart.
Worst of all i want to people to be away from me,
Before i start ripping them apart!
I just want some peace of mind,
Some isolation in an isolated place.
I want to stop the burning in my eyes,
And throw away these insane thoughts!
But every second my insanity grows,
Soon I’ll be myself no more.
I have to get away as quickly as possible,
I’m losing control of mysel.
Insanity is breaking through the barriers of my mind,
And insanity is taking its place!
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Impatience!

I waited and waited
As hours pass by,
The clock ticks on
The moon’s up in the sky.
Everyday, every night
I think the same things out
As time ticks on
For the sleeping world throughout.
I lay wake and think and think
When is my chance, when is my day.
To see his face and tell the truth
A reality to my thoughts today..
I wring and press my hands all day
Floating in a world so far way…
Impatient to wait for my big day,
To make my thoughts in real today.
Months pass by
And still no sign,
Of the person,
Who I want to see and smile.
To talk alone
And shower my feelings,
To see his eyes,
And understand his feelings.
I wait and wait
Keeping my patience at bay.
Knowing and believing,
My chance would come one day.
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