Posts Tagged With: confusion

For so long….

For so long, your thoughts are haunting me,

For so long, your stealing my heart away,

For so long, your keeping me waiting,

So long now , just to see your face.

For so long, I am holding back,

For so long, I am holding them in,

For so long, I am keeping myself from crying,

So long now , without you I’m dying.

For so long, I am trying to forget,

For so long, I’m filled with regret,

For so long, I’m trying to keep away,

So long now, without you I’m unable to stay.

For so long, I’m watching you,

For so long, your fighting thro’

For so long, your suffering inside,

So long now, not letting your love subside.

For so long, I’m praying for you,

For so long, in pain I’m pulling thro’

For so long, I’m wishing your love should succeed,

So long now , My love for you is a sinful deed.

For so long, I know you have another,

For so long, I’m pulling myself together,

For so long, I’m just suppressing my love,

So long now , you just refuse to leave my heart.

For so long, I’m keeping you with me,

For so long now, we talk only about your girl , u see ,

For so long, I’m supporting you thought it is against me,

So long now , My love for u is stronger , cant u feel?

For so long , I know your never mine,

For so long , I’m happy that your in my life,

For so long , I know your relationship with her is deep,

So long now , I want to forget it all in one sweep.

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I feel the weight of your hands on mine.

I feel your lips like it’s right on mine.

I can see your eyes just boring into mine.

I can feel you hug like your right beside.

i can see your lips  just smiling at me.

I can feel your love flowing towards me.’

But why is this happening i thought we were friends?

You just had a break up and i’m not able to meet both ends.

I saw it in your eyes you still love her so much

But what made you do all that? was it my b’day present?

Your guilt is just  too much bear.

I cannot see you sad and i’m going into the depths of despair.

To me what you did doesn’t feel wrong.

You just had a break up  so why prolong?

But you love her so much i can see it in your eyes,

But i love you so much that  i cannot voice.

So i made a choice and this is it..

I’ll never see you or hear your voice.

I’ll never pick your calls or text you back.

This is stabbing my heart but i’m not bleeding.

Instead my gush of tears is just flowing.

I know no other and this choice feels right,

To keep you safe from spoiling your life.

I’m not a good person you should know…

I can never be yours though i want to so.

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When i write poetry….

When i write poetry,

I think a 100 times how to start.

When i write poetry,

I feel so down to earth at heart.

When i write poetry,

I tear a million pages.

When i write poetry,

I find myself on different stages.

When i write poetry,

I  find myself deep in thought.

When i write poetry,

I feel like i’m in a different world apart.

When i write poetry,

Everything fades around me.

When i write poetry,

There is only one thing i see.

When i write poetry,

The words just flow to my mind.

But when i start writing the poem ,

The words change from time to time.

When i write poetry,

My eyes begin to moist.

My emotions just over-flowed,

And then began to subside.

When i write poetry,

My  lips break into a smile.

For there’s nature all around me,

That just spreads our for miles.

When i write poetry,

My chest starts heaving  in pain.

As painful memories come flowing back,

Shattering my hearts window pane.

When i write poetry,

My head starts to throb.

Through the night i sat and thought

And finally i did a good job.

The words  just kept coming to me,

They poem never seemed to end.

I wrote and wrote all i could,

Till there were just no words to pen.

When i write my poetry,

This is how i am.

Off in space till someone says…

” It’s time to write one again! “

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