I feel the weight of your hands on mine.
I feel your lips like it’s right on mine.
I can see your eyes just boring into mine.
I can feel you hug like your right beside.
i can see your lips just smiling at me.
I can feel your love flowing towards me.’
But why is this happening i thought we were friends?
You just had a break up and i’m not able to meet both ends.
I saw it in your eyes you still love her so much
But what made you do all that? was it my b’day present?
Your guilt is just too much bear.
I cannot see you sad and i’m going into the depths of despair.
To me what you did doesn’t feel wrong.
You just had a break up so why prolong?
But you love her so much i can see it in your eyes,
But i love you so much that i cannot voice.
So i made a choice and this is it..
I’ll never see you or hear your voice.
I’ll never pick your calls or text you back.
This is stabbing my heart but i’m not bleeding.
Instead my gush of tears is just flowing.
I know no other and this choice feels right,
To keep you safe from spoiling your life.
I’m not a good person you should know…
I can never be yours though i want to so.